Yup…this is me.a procrastinating little person, maybe unconsciously but purposefully. Maybe blogging is a scary frontier that I could not grasp or, i’m just freaking lazy. I have college apps due in a few weeks but I just finished my religion homework and I’m sipping my Pumpkin spice latte. I’ve seriously got my shit together (I would usually refrain from cursing but this is how extreme I’ve veered off course.)
You know, my religion book is pretty enlightening. At face value, its contents are boring, uninteresting, or just common sense but me and all the girls at my school should try taking some time reading and comprehending the supposed “crap.” It really helps and applies to most estranged teenagers like me. Honestly, most of it is stuff I know that I’ve never reflected on but since it’s written out, directly and shoved into my face, I understand the reality of the stuff. But this stuff, is making me reflect and now I feel depressed.
Have you ever thought about your place in the universe? (yes, it’s phonetically cheesy and trite). I feel little, powerless, and insignificant. I feel supercilious to think that I’m smart or able. See, I sound depressed! I may be depressed, I won’t deny it. But, i’m not going to be defeated by social norms or just MYSELF. POWER ON! (Wow, I’m so lame)
You’ll probably stop reading after the first couple sentences but if you made it here, just ignore everything I wrote. I only wrote this because I had nothing to do.